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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah-hahhahahahahaaa!!

i can not believe this, i've been dwelling all day and feeling a little glum and who would have thought my very own blog would cheer me up! haha

so it would seem that I do have *some* readers afterall and alas! ones that comment haha (thanks KY ,claire, inter alia)but silly me in my techonological ineptness didnt realise that i had to actually moderate the comments and click publish! so i had comments dating back as far as december 2007 which i hadn't read and never knew existed! i had always just assumed that they were those random comments left by spamming thingos...oh joy! nuffnung dollars here i come!! hahahahaha ok maybe not quite yet...

so anyway i was a little glum today because i realised i lost my gucci heart bracelet, my first and just about only splurge on myself way back when...after a year of working a "proper" job. i think im more bummed about the fact that it sort of concreted to me that i don't deserve to have nice things...not even my mandarin picking day trip to wiseman's ferry nor all the chocolate i subsequently bought at the supermarket cheered me up! darGhhh!

but im not all materialistic haha...im actually really sad about other news too... like how megan's off to the UK for a couple of years on wednesday and vien and co. moved to NZ on saturday... i feel like im slowly losing my friends to other countries! i'll miss you guys soooooOooOo much!